I went cold turkey from my alt-life in January, and didn’t give notice, and closed out most accounts. (I couldn’t bring myself to close CB.) I ghosted you.
I needed to give my best, full effort in trying to rebuild our marriage. Having the alt-life may have kept me from trying that hard. It was a difficult decision, and it’s really hard to delete some accounts, but I had to do it to save my marriage. I wanted to be able to look at myself, at my kids, and tell myself honestly and genuinely that I gave my best effort — I tried really hard — to try and repair the marriage.
In the end, it didn’t work.
But I have that piece of mind now.
I’m sorry you had to go through the ghosting. I hope you can understand why I needed to do so.
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